So jacob moved out, and we broke up. All in the last week.
He is already trying to get with someone else. I cant bare to see him with anyone else. It is making me physically sick. I havent eaten in 3 days. Today is the first day I actually did eat though.
I lost the love of my life, because I dont like sex. I have to work on myself before anyone can love me again.
I dont want to get hurt anymore.
I went out last niggt and kssed a dude. It didnt feel right, or good at all. I dont want to get him back and play games.
I am completely heart broken.